I wish I could find the person who would help me save myself, because right now I am running out of options.

I have hit the lowest of lows before, filled with hate and anger and hurt.
But never like this. Never have I felt so physically and emotionally drained that I refuse to sleep in fear of waking up tomorrow. No matter what support and love is shown towards me I still feel so unappreciative because it isn’t helping. I am so physically and emotionally drained after everything that I’m fighting my body to just let me pass peacefully. I dont want to hurt myself that isn’t my intention but I can’t continue to feel this way, to struggle the way I am. I’ve finally lost hope and I don’t know what more there is.